out-do yourself

Ryan got an A2 for his CCA.
A mixure of feeling inside me.
One side of me felt happy for him.
Wif an additional bonus point, he can get in a better school.
Another side of me feelt unfair and angry.
He practically did nothing in CCA except for SC and he got an A2.
How hard did I fought to get into the school team to represent the sch for the past 4 years?
And in the end I merely won him by 3 points in CCA record.
This is seriously unfair and injustice.
I will like to question the Educational system.
Is this the way to promote holistic education for Singapore?
By letting a person who dun even attend CCA except SC to get A2?
Not saying that he had contributed greatly to SC.
Wat he had done, I had done too.
This include being a SC for 2.5 years and be a class chairperson for a year.
He can jus skip CCA and study at home while all of us are busy wif our CCA.
Let me count. We spent about 936 hours in our CCA for the entire sec life.
He got this advantage in the time for his studies.
And in the end he got the same grade and me?
If this is wat is printed on his O lvl certificate,
I will join a CCA that meets onli 1 time in 2 weeks.
And I will skip CCA frequently.
MARK my words.
'A balance lifestyle'; 'We do not value those who onli study'
The above words mean nothing to me now.
The Educational system had proven itself to me that CCA is not important at all.
So everyone out there pls do not go for your CCA.
Onli foolish people go for their CCA.
Results are the one which matter most in this world.
Educational system a failure? No!
I am the foolish one who did not realise this fact, which make me so disappointed wif the system.
Perhaps this is the adult world; They dun mean wat they say.
Either we adapt to it or we get eliminated.
No point crying over spilled milk.

85 more days.