out-do yourself

Ahh... Mid of term 2 already!

Jus had NAFA and I still can't do a single pull up hmm...
Guess there goes my record in NAFA, never had a nil in NAFA before.
Quite a setback though.
And this also means that I have to train more....
I dun wan to go into army for extra training =(

Physic test tmr =D
I think I screwed my last one up...
It was definitely not hard.
I will not screw this one up again.

Swine flu had resulted in everyone going home later by 15 min.
I bet no one is happy abt it.
So am I.

Feeling rather upset nowadays.
Spend most of my time painting negative pictures abt the future in my head.
Can't complete all my work.
Score badly for tests.
Can't do fast enough for assignments.
These things kept me worried and preoccupied my free time.
So I will rather not have free time.
It is NOT ok for me to do badly jus because the whole J1 did badly.
Like wat Esther Lai said: "Mindset of excellence, nothing less than that."
Wat was the retain rate in MJ last year, anyone noes?
Lets hope I dun breakdown one day.