19th February 2008

Match wif Victoria.
Well we lost 4-1, officially out of the top 4 in east zone.
The xiao qiu guy dam bastard.
He like humiliating Ravi.
Feel like punching his face.

I got a feeling that I will nv touch my bat again for a long time from thurs onwards.
It will live in where it should be: my memory (Not proven whether a not it exist.)
Yes, I have the interest in table tennis.
But this interest is killed by Ah Fi, our 1st coach.
I will definately remember him for life.

Tons of things today.
It is like a snowball rolling bigger and bigger.
I had to complete my history ws and chem wb.
N to study for a math test and chem SPA tmr.
I thought I will skip a math test tmr, due to the match with SH.
Ended up we got to leave onli at 1pm, after our a math test.
Did not study a thing during weekend, need to chiong tonight.

Feeling so sad that we are leaving the table tennis team.
After so many years of being in the team.
After so many coaches that we had changed.
It is the time for us to leave.
Feel like crying.
This sounds wrong.
Guess I will cry during graduation day.

Nothing to be happy abt today.
Nothing at all.