out-do yourself

I should be doing tutorial now....nvm.

Met Kelly today, dun even recognize her anymore.
Maybe I too suffer from the cannot-recognize-faces illnesses that Ms Wu suffers.
She turn out to be in the same class as Jansen and Cheng Boon.
Yea, it's a small world after all.
I was told that Meishan and Jessica are both in MJC as well.
Just last week I met Neville, in the toilet. (I noe, wat a queer place)
Kelly asked me y I lost so much weight since primary school.
This is a mystery that me myself is trying to find out for the past 2 years.

JC life is really......
I can't a suitable word to describe it.
Stressing? Maybe.
The fact is that I dun feel happy in JC.
The feeling is so different.
Perhaps it is the workload.
Tutorial seems endless and sort of make me feel insecured.
Perhaps it is the long lessons hours.
I haven't watch discovery channel and history channel since sch started.
Perhaps it is that I am too used to practising instead of learning (It has been 1/2 yrs since I learn new things)
I will give myself time, time to adapt and find out wat exactly is that something which make me so empty.

Need to finish my tutorial bye.