29th February 2008

Woah today is 29th of february.
Wonder why february was chosen for the sum of all 1/4 days of the past 4 years.

Back to old style of writing.
Feel more comfortable.

Got 30/40 for chem test, not bad.
Dun understand y I got wrong for a qn and I approach Mrs Teh.
Ended up she gave me 1 mark and say my explaination is too complicated.
Then I told her I am not there for marks.
I jus wan to know y am I wrong.
So I told her that she decide whether a not she wan to give me that 1 mark.
Ryan told me something like this: "Ah ya, she give 1 mark then jus take la! Y u still tok so much?"
That is the difference between u and me, my friend.
U care more abt mark while I care more abt the learning process.
Good thing Mrs Teh deduce that 3 marks from me cause I did not write roman numeral.
I will remember that lesson for life =D

CME my group did not do the research, as expected.
Then I approach Abi and Jet to tell them that they really need to do the research for next lesson.
No I am not pissed abt u ppl not doing ur own share.
Jus that next time (if any), u ppl will be more considerate abt wat ur decision will led to.



Went for CCA.
Ended up the onli sec 4 are Chan Kai, Ranon, Lionel and me.
B girls everyone pon.
B boys also almost everyone pon.
Crap la, all pang seh.
Ended up we went Leisure Park for lunch.
And came back for lecture by Mr Fong.
He seriously sux.

Doing nothing at all at cca.
And Mr Fong dun let us study at sunsport.
Do practically noithing but to play ball there.
Seriously, playing, not training.
Should ask my dad to complain to the sch.
Forget abt should, I will ask my dad to complain.
If unsuccessful, I shall get my parents to write letter to excuse me for cca.

On myway home on 12:
I heard CK and Nigel toking abt girls O.o
Ok this is bad. I am eavesdropping.
Reading my physic textbook on a.c motor.
So hard to understand the concept.
It was cold in the bus.
Also fell asleep and got frozen to death^^
Glad I make it home.

Doing revision tmr~
And to do research on a.c motor.

27th February 2008

Guess my tone sounds pretty bad the last post.

Got back HCL paper today; She is really efficient =D. Minus 2 marks for not writing numbers at the 1st section. If I did not write words instead of number I will get A2 =D. Screw the e math test.

Common test is over, at last. Guess I can take a short break for now.

When for tightening yesterday. Dr. Lim commented on my bad brushing which led to my inflame gum. I will try to brush better, I promise. Realise I forgot to bring money for the dental appointment. In the end dad had to go to the clinic and pay. My sis laugh at me =.= My teeth hurts today. Go away pain ~

My post looks so short today =D
Illusion~

25th February 2008

Let's not tok abt test shall we?
There is no point toking abt it.

Basically I spent my whole day watching season 2 of heroes.
Distracted by the show =.=
"Wow, u dun need to study ar?"
It doesn't work for me.
If I force myself to study, I won't concentrate.
So wat if u have 5h to study and not concentrating on wat u have done.
Is it better than study for 30 min and fully concentrated?
Wat do you think?
It all rooted back to the principle of not studying for the sake of exam.

Also, as I said yesterday: Studying at last minute is of no use at all.
Tons of information can't absorbed into the tiny brain of urs at such fast speed.
U think diffusion? No, not even active transport can do such quick job.

Another theory I had jus figured out-Amount of output does not equate to the result obtained.
Y some ppl studied so hard and still doesn't do well for the exams?
Y some ppl did almost nothing and they acheived distinctions?
It does not mean doing nothing will led you to distinction, dun get the wrong idea.
But as long as u believe that u did enough, you can stop.
There is no need to push yourself to something that you can't manage.
However, enough meaning your OPTIMUM and nothing lesser than that.
We are all running a race remember?
It is the effort u put in should be constant.

That is y I rather Mrs Teh minus that 3 marks off my paper if I am really not allowed to write number rather than roman numeral.
In this case I can learn something.
I dun give a dam abt marks anymore.

Realise that I live with friends who have different perspectives than mine.
Henry, Ryan, Clifford, Yan Dong etc... (with the exception of Nam)
It is not abt who is right and wrong.
In this world nothing is right and nothing is wrong.
They are all in shades of grey.
They are more complicated than I thought.
Jus that all of a sudden i feel so confuse, lost, lonely.

Lets tok abt season 2.
I completed season 2 this afternoon; marathon of 6 episodes?
Sylar became a loser and lost all his power =.=
He did manage to get it back at the end of season 2.
Adam recked havoc this season.
He threatened to kill the entire population of the world (93% of population) with the shanti virus.
He ended up in the grave of Hiro's father after Hiro teleported and leave him there.
Awaiting for season 3~

Adult world can be so complicated and blur.
Who is right, who is wrong?
There is no answer to this.
It depends on independent judgement.
My dad used to tell me all this.
But I dun get wat these words meant till I watched season 2.
Learnt a lot from it.
It is either u use ppl, or ppl used u.
So be prepared to face this world in the future.

"It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent; it is the one that is most adaptable to change"
-Charles Robert Darwin, English naturalist

This is taken from SS sec 4 textbook, pg 83
Nam, is this the best way to describle the issue?

24th February 2008

Ok, wat should I tok abt today?
Wat happen today?

I went for guitar class.
Saw this total defence exhibition in interchange.
Ignore. I am late for class.
Indeed, I am late for class today.
Everyone started to practise on the slur walt piece b4 I reached.
After that we learn a new outside piece - How deep is your love.
Mr Ang said that it is a bit harder; lots of chords to remember.

On my way home.
I saw the total defence thing again.
Guess this is fate that I should vote for the NEmation clips.
After voting I was given something paper clip.
Mom will scold me. I brought 'rubbish' home again.

Jus realise that my bumble bee song sound so awful that it could no longer be recognize.
It need to have some sort of optimum speed b4 it sounds awsome.
It is currently a sweet, nice little bumble bee.
But it will turn irritating some day =D

Basically spent the whole afternoon watching 2 episodes of heroes, playing the flight of the bumble bee and revise on E math + SS.
It is hard to make linking statement for Venice and I had a bad feeling abt this test.
I onli remember formula for e math and do some pratise qns.
I will practise more on tue.

I did some research on the evening on quantum physic.
Y must light be carried by photon as a particle?
Guess I will find out in the JC or U.

Realise that last minutes studying is less effective as constant revision.
Wat I studied yesterday I did not understand well.
I also had lesser confidence of these tests.
Prehap my confidence level drop after East zone competition
The constant skipping of lessons during last week.
It will take some time for the confidence to come back.

Common tests starts tmr.
Hope I can do well.

Ahh eaten apple after I had vrushed my teeth.
Had to brush again =.=
Waste fluoride, a powerful oxidising agent.
Too much things that went in my mind these 2 days.

Haven't play com for today, so proud of myself =D

23th February 2008

Did not blog anything yesterday.
Cause there is nothing to blog abt.

The onli thing I remember is that after OLE I played soccer with Clifford and ppl.
My stamina sux, kept running into oxygen debt.
Ended up I onli played a while.
Also considering that I did not eat lunch and recess that day.

Also the JC tok by MJC and TJC.
Propaganda of the sch~

Common test is here! Brace urself!
Jus finished speed of reaction.
Hopefully by the end of the day I can complete chem,bio and physic.
E math... maybe?
Tmr can do humanities =D

O ya, Mr Ang is back last week.
After his eye operation he wore shades for class and look so much like Jose Felisiano ^^
Jus remember I haven done the hw I suppose to do for tmr lesson =(
1 more item to my to-do-list today.

Tests go away~

21th February 2008

OLE!
Yea, outdoor learning experience.
This meant no lesson ^^
We are like giving out thrash bags to collect old newspaper and clothes to raise fund for Children Cancer Foundation (CCF)
Hope the response will be good.

Feel dam slack after competition ends.
Dun feel like studying~
Must get rid of this feeling, common tests are coming.
Need to study for binomial and inverse matrices test later.

Something big happen yesterday.
Hui Jiao is like asking lots of questions.
Jeremy can't take it and shouted "Shut up la, bitch."
She cried after sch according to Henry.
Omg, I feel like a women.

I don't feel sorry for her at all, seriously.
Come on la, she is like wasting everyone's time.
I remember Henry told me he dun mind giving $10 to charity if she do not ask question for a day.
We were all enduring.
Guess this is the optimum
Moreover, her questions are simple.
If u wan to ask questions can u ask after sch?
U think lecturers will answer question in the middle of the lecture?
Get used to it. Figure things out by urself.

I had made my decision.
I will study Physic and Chem in JC.
Why did I made decision so late =.=
I could be in R2.
On second thought, I prefer bio to Geo.
Decision does not affect much.

JC talk by TJC and MJC tmr.
Hope it will be useful.
Career guide will be sold at $5
Tempted to buy, since I dun have an ambition =.=
I WILL GET INTO TJC.
I CAN DO IT!

Get some rough idea of wat I should take in university.
Aiming for pharmacy =D
Work hard~

Enough of toking abt the future.
Jus got stalked by 2 stalkers home =.=
Henry came my house to play dota while Ryan came to practise E math O.o
He is gay and imba =.=

Tmr will be another day of slacking =D

19th February 2008

Match wif Victoria.
Well we lost 4-1, officially out of the top 4 in east zone.
The xiao qiu guy dam bastard.
He like humiliating Ravi.
Feel like punching his face.

I got a feeling that I will nv touch my bat again for a long time from thurs onwards.
It will live in where it should be: my memory (Not proven whether a not it exist.)
Yes, I have the interest in table tennis.
But this interest is killed by Ah Fi, our 1st coach.
I will definately remember him for life.

Tons of things today.
It is like a snowball rolling bigger and bigger.
I had to complete my history ws and chem wb.
N to study for a math test and chem SPA tmr.
I thought I will skip a math test tmr, due to the match with SH.
Ended up we got to leave onli at 1pm, after our a math test.
Did not study a thing during weekend, need to chiong tonight.

Feeling so sad that we are leaving the table tennis team.
After so many years of being in the team.
After so many coaches that we had changed.
It is the time for us to leave.
Feel like crying.
This sounds wrong.
Guess I will cry during graduation day.

Nothing to be happy abt today.
Nothing at all.

18th February 2008

I officially went onli lesson for 1 period today =D

After a math period, we went to the canteen and followed by de library.
There I picked up some science book abt astronomy.
I think that I can understand better through "The Universe" in history channel.
And there is this joke of the centuary!
MARIE CURIE IS THE FATHER OF CHERNG JYE!
Father yes, not mother.
Well he admitted himself.
"Ahh, this 1 my father," he said, pointing to the picture of Marie Curie
Can't stop laughing~
Ck also thought she is a male lol ^^

When for competition again today.
Watching CCHM and AHS girls playing.
If onli I could have half their skills...
I am dreaming.

We won. 5-0
Mr Fong nearly got heart attack =.=
We are like making stupid mistakes~
At least not Si Yuan and me.
Who cares abt him.

Tmr is Judgement Day.
When we play wif Victoria.
Hope we will win.
I am dreaming again~

Walk home from Tampines interchange.
Lost my way and ended up at Chongzheng pri.
Shoulders feel so pain.
Y did I carry so many books.

I went home and left for school to collect my hw.
Ended up finding myself struggling to open the locked classroom doors.
It is fated that I need not do my hw today.
Is there a need to close
I hate Ngee Ann Sec.

Guess I will do nothing today.

Tests:
-Chem SPA (wed morning 7.30am)
-Chinese Ci yu ce yan (cher say no need to do =D)
-A math test: Binomial n inverse matrices (Upcoming)
-Chem MCQ test (upcoming)
-COMMON TEST! (upcoming)

16th February 2008

(Ahh, my teeths)

It has been 5 wk after I put on the braces.
I felt that my teeth had gone in, unknowingly.
Still remember those days in december that went to pluck out these teeth.
Nightmare~
Especially when they are double rooted.
I have 2 of them (last 2 from left) and 1 becoming double rooted (1st from left).
It is the harder to pluck and is more painful after that. T-T
Imagine that a molar have 4 roots O.o
Guess plucking teeth was the worst part of puting on braces.
2 years later I will have beautiful smile.
It is all worth it.
Tighting on next tues.
Change de colour.

Dun feel like going out.
Dun feel like doing anything at home either.
Playing com yesterday night with Jun and people doesn't cheer me up.
Still feeling so empty.
And I dunno y.
Guess this is call emo.
Singing will make me feel better.

星期六深夜 - 王力宏

A song express feeling beyond words.
If u noe me well, u noe I will like a particular song because of the feel it gives me.
Today is saturday.

15th February 2008

Weekends is HERE!

Woah next week is a whole week filled wif fun =D
OLE~

HK visitors came to our class.
Saw them playing wif pet rocket on my way to chem lesson.
Yea, they are the rockets made from drinks Mr Chee bought yesterday =D

Brought the whole group to the physic lab for chem lesson.
I thought it would onli b 4 people O.o
Qi Hao say that the girls are pretty.
I jus laugh haha.
He had grown up, and I am still a baby =D
Well, have to forcus on 'O'

The whole class is veri noisy during chem period, due to the visitors.
Mrs Teh screwed her com up.
Maybe it is not her that screwed it up.
And I can see sweat on her back O.o

That is basically today~

Plan for tmr.
-Going Jun's house (again) if there is any bonding session =D
-Study for A math test next week.
-Study for chinese spelling.
-Study for chem spa.
-Study AC motor.
-Play guitar and computer ^^

PS, to Miss Yanti: If u happen to see this, so sorry that I have poor english =D

14th February 2008

O yea, valentine day.
Actually doesn't really matter.
It is jus a day =.=

Forgot to bring Pe shirt.
Guess too much of the competition in my head.
Then I did some innovations.
I wore de competition shirt for Pe =D
Yao yi kept calling me butterfly =.=
Dun care wat other think of me ~

Mr Wong actually dedicate song during recess to the sc.
Omg, he actually did that =.=
I still remember that he scolded us like mad during sec 1 camp 2 years ago.
Yea I will ALWAYS remember that.

Date wif the Anglicans went off like wtf.
5-0 We lost lalalala.
Out of top four liao.
Look on the bright side: I can concentrate on 'O' now.
Lesser distraction.
Acording to the equation P=p-i (performance = potential - interference)
I will score better =.=
Wat the crap.
I still haven got over the issue he said yesterday.

Tired.
I dun feel like eating.
Feel dam full.
I will eat later, dun worry.
I won't starve myself.

It's friday tmr =D

I am stuck wif the bee XD
I found this video on youtube.
This guy is amazing.
He is blind.
And able to play at such speed =D
He really inspired me to be someone better.
Take a look.
Unfortunately due to the nature of my blog skin it is unable to play the video of youtube at full length. Sorry.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=uOs1HC29zh4

13th February 2008

Today is a boring day.

Mr Lim (VP) came to our class to speak to us.
He told us lots of things, which made many of us feel sleepy.
I mean words like 'u must work veri hard.' etc etc.
But 1 thing he said really caught me.
"To excel in 'O', U all must do the TYS not once, but several times."

Practise qn in TYS, so that when they modify TYS qn in this year paper, we are familiar wif it.
Wtf is wrong him?
I mean...Y do we study?
For our own self satisfaction? Or for exam?
My point of view: Studying is to learn. Not for the sake of exam.
If we do TYS several times, isn't that studying for the sake of exam?
Then wat is the point in doing so?

Kok nam told me that ppl long abandon thought of studying for sake of knowledge.
Unless I am able to change the world.
If not I have to face the reality of this society.
It's absolutely true.
Wat happened to our society?

I study for the thirst for knowledge.
How well I did for my tests does not matter.
If I truly understand it, my marks will come naturally to me.
I do not need an effort to memorise in order to jus obtain my marks.
Get the point?

Better not use too much com.
Competition on tmr.

12th February 2008

My scorchio turns pink NOOOO~
Of all colour... wtf.

It look disgusting >.<

Gonna zap zap n zap =D

Jus recovered from diarrhea today.

I feel so good~

But dam tired during training today.

Partly gue to use of too much com yesterday.

Hence cannot concentrate.

Yea, U guessed it; lost.

CheRng jye read my blog and said that I spelled his name wrongly.

It should be cheRng jye and not cheng jye.

Sorry cheRng jye =D

Realised that I forgot almost all the songs I played.

Need to practise and hopefully I can memorise them all.

Doing my hw now, bye~

11 February 2008

Diarrhea.
Feel so horrible yesterday.
Went Jun's house and in the end came home at around 1+
Kept going to the toilet.
Feel so weak, dehydrated.
All my water had been egested rather than excreted.
Body losing water potential.
Luckily I have Nam to accompany me home, and that my house is jus across the road to Jun's.
If not I guess I will faint on my way back =X
Thx all of you for taking good care of me, especially Jun's mom.

Went home to sleep.
Didn't really sleep.
I am sub-consciously awake.
Couldn't sleep in the pain.

When to uncle's house to eat steamboat.
The pain finally subside.
Did not eat much.
I was watching the universe on history channel.
Didn't really catch wat the show means.
Slight fever.
Hands and legs are so cold.
After the air-con was off and I put on socks to keep my leg warm, I feel much better.
Slowly recovering.

This morning, my parents thought it will be safer to rest at home for 1 more day.
Still having diarrhea, but my abdomen is no painful anymore.
Guess I will rest at home today.
It buy me some time to study for my tests.

I guess is that otah that look half cooked that cause me to be in this state.
Or it could be the food I ate in Malaysia.
Anyway, going to see doctor later at 9+

Still remember the last time I had diarrhea.
That made me feel disgusted by fried prawn mee after that incident.
That is so much worst than wat I am having now.

Off for now~

9th Febuary 2008

Ahh I am back =D
Think I should include some pictures in my blog XD


Rat? Kangaroo?(drawn by my uncle)



Goodies =D

Life sux at ah ma house in Malaysia.
I either eat, sleep or gamble =.=
Play backjack everyday.
I got tons of riggits to spend =.=
Nothing to do.
Brought book there to study but did not work out.
Too noisy, can't concentrate.
Mosquitoes suck my blood.
My blood is still as sweet as ever =D

Few of my coursin have boy/girl friend liao.
Saw some of the photos.
Not bad wor...

Time really flies.
I still remember the times they played wif me when I am still a kid.
Now we are all grown up.
Sometimes I dun feel like growing up at all.
But we have no choice.

Still pending to go jun's house tmr.
No one is going.
Feel so sad.
Covalent bond should be > Ionic bond
Y bond wif oppositely charge atoms n forget abt u fellow friends?
U noe that I meant something else.

6th Febuary 2008

New Year Eve
Finally a break after so many tests this and last week =D
But still gonna study for next week tests =.=

Next week tests:
-Physic: waves and light
-Chinese: Chi yu ce yan
-Chem: Spa (Most probably postpone due to competition)
-A math: Quad and inequality
-SS: SBQ test

Ahhh.
Wat a new year.
Chiong everything in Malaysia tmr till sat.

Not really excited abt this new year.
'O' Level, months ahead.
Need to study.

Competition will start soon.
It will add to the amount of load i am carrying.
Hope it will be over soon, and fast.

Play the new plot of neopet.
It is crazy.
Let me count...
1710 different combinations of numbers.
Waste of time.
And have 10 different puzzles to solve.
So it should be 17100 different combinations.
Imagine~
Doing try and error for 17100 times.
How fun is that.
I even use math to evaluate to minimise the amount of combination.
It is still a lot.
I HATE NEOPETS GM

Going Malaysia tmr.
Wishing all 恭喜发财，学业进步
Be back on sat.
Dun miss me~

3rd Febuary 2008

Dam Cheng Jye.
Pass the flu to me.
Now I am so sick.
Cannot do hw.
Cannot revise for bio and a math test.
Cannot play computer.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

When for haircut B4 my class.
The auntie cut my fringe till so short.
Jus because EC house have 7 ppl waiting outside b4 it opens.
In the end I went to centuary square QB house to cut my hair.
And ended up wif short fringe.
Look on the bright side, I will nv run into trouble wif Mr Tan.

Speaking of Mr Tan, I jus read Gao Yang's blog.
He is like scolding him O.o
Wat to do...
We jus have to endure another 2 months?

Imagine the day when all of us, the sec 4, step down.
No more wearing of badge to sch everyday.
Can throw the badge in Mr Tan's face.
Nah, I dun have the guts to do so.
Exciting waiting for that day to arrive.

Guess I will jus have to do my EL journal and MT reading log in the late afternoon.
Oh yea, not to forget the Bio and A math test.
Feeling drowzy after taken the medicine.
Raining.
The best weather to sleep =D

2nd Febuary 2008

Jus updated the song.

爱情攻略 - 王力宏
It suppose to be a song for a korean drama O.o
When did u watch a korean drama wif chinese song =.=
Enjoy~

1st Febuary 2008

1 month has past.
EPP effectively starts next week.

Since the start of the day I have been anticipating the chem test.
I have studied but somehow lack of confidence.

Ahh... 2 marks gone.
I written molecular formula as empirical and vice-verse.
Guess I jus aim for that paper to be distinction^^

During CME, Mdm Ashikin show us a course that she went through that is about elderly commiting suicide.
I was seriously shock when I see her standing on the chair, 'died', after we all open our eyes.
I mean I did not really expect her to do that.

Our banner sux.
It seriously sux.
Glue on the red banner make it look white =P

Despite me eating so much things, I nv grow fat =(
How girls wish to be like me, not growing fat when eating lots of things =X
I haven grow in weight since sec 1 AHHH.
I still remember how fat and chubby I was when I was in sec 1
Need to find some chance to tok to Mdm Ashikin abt this.
She say she gonna tell us when she teach homeostasis.
But she didn't.
Maybe there is some kind of bacteria in my body taht is absorbing all my nutrients O.o
Or maybe it is due to metabolic rate.
Ahhh I dunno.

SC meeting.
We are like pin pointing on teachers that does not treat SC like humans =.=
Secretary is like "Attack that fat ass (Mr Tan). He seriously sux."
I am like so hungry~
No more glucose, glycogen, FATS to burn.

CCA~
Competition coming, after CNY.
I will have even lesser time during weekdays.
We shall see then.