Saturday, May 31, 2008

L-I-B-R-A-R-Y.
Can't believe that dam 1 mark question actually took me 1.5h to do.
And there goes all my time and brain power.
I am not meant to do math.
Can't really think out of da box.
I believe that is something to do wif individuals.
A veri logical person (like me) cannot think out of the box.
A creative person (like Ryan) is able to do so.
No. Maybe it is due to practice.
The more expose u are to many different question, the faster u mind turns.
So which is right?

I dunno y but after solving that question I feel so tired that my thinking speed decreases.
A simple question took me forever to solve.
And I decided to come home early to rest and hopefully I can continue doing at night.
All thanks to that dam question Kent ask me to solve.

At least I learn something today.
It is called the laws of thermodynamics.
Zeroth law: Thermal equilibrium (G = H - TS)
First law: Thermal energy gain by a system = heat applied to system + work done to system
Second law: Entropy of a system will always increase till equilibrium
Third law: Approaching absolute zero, all processes cease and entropy will be at minimum
Find out more abt it if u are interested.

I saw this huge massive book on calculus O.o

New bottle~
I quit using sports soft plastic bottle and change to hard plastic bottle.
At least they dun leak.
And I found a pretty good 1 at the Royal Sports House.

I can't find the calculator.
I guess I had to wait till school reopen b4 i can get myself a new calculator.
Is that calculator even allowed for O lvl?
Better check it out b4 buying it.

Kent and Jansen wanted to go to the library tmr so i will most probably be there.
They will help me to chop de seat while I go for guitar lesson.

Friday, May 30, 2008

My grandma fell and broke her leg back in Malaysia. So Today's camp was cancelled. Sorry Jansen for your time.

As expected. When I am at home, no work is done. This had confirmed my hypothesis: In my house, no work is done, as object does not move in direction of force. Maybe u can cancel out the last sentence haha. How I wish we can permanently set up a camp in the library. Really hate myself when I am at home. It always turn out to be me wasting my time.

Got the form for Physic Olympia today. Looks like I understand at least the fundamental of almost everything. At least they dun sound Greek to me. Next time I am gonna do is to get myself a reference book on physic and do detail learning on those given on that paper. I think this is like onli half the syllable of A lvl. So I am going to take lesser time the chem book. At least get a Merit for it? I so love physic =D

Lucky I am able to go library tmr. So it will A math, A math and more A math. I swear that I will finish doing all Mis Ex in the book. Soon I can move on to CH wif doing my mind maps suggested by Mr Lim. At least I dun get a chance to rot at home. Staring at the 2 boxes at home make me feel that life is meaningless.

Jus got a bad news. The 'cheating calculator' cannot be bought at popular outside sch. It means that I will stick to my calculator wif lots and lots of cute stickers at least till sch reopen. maybe I shall check popular Tampines tmr. Anyway, I shall thx my sis for helping me to check it out ^^

Back to doing nothing....

Thursday, May 29, 2008

This week is coming to an end.
Time flies so fast in the holiday and I feel that my time is getting lesser and lesser.
'O' level is drawing near.
So everyone work hard now if u dun wan to regret!
Sort of regreted not started studying since this year started.
Yea regrets. The worst thing one will have.

Went Athena HQ today without Jansen this time.
Today I start to feel something different about u.
I start to feel something for u.....
WHAT AM I THINKING? I CANNOT FALL IN LOVE WIF MATH!
IT IS JUS A TOOL! HEAR THAT? IT IS JUS A TOOL!
Maybe this is wat Ryan feel also.
But of course his case is a more serious 1.

No one going HQ tmr...
So I guess I will stay at home and do unconstructive things.
It has been long since I last touch and practise my dear.

House went short circuit 2x in a row today.
Sort of reminded me abt pratical electricity in physic.

Happy B' Day Clifford =D

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

First day of EAP =D
And teachers bombard us wif homework.
Actually teachers also veri poor things.
They have no leave and spent their onli holidays wif us.
We sacrifice alot coming to EAP?
I dun feel that way.
It is more like they are the one sacrificing.
They can jolly well jus go for holiday and leave us to rot.
And this is how we treat them? By toking in class?
Yea, Mrs Teh is right...

Electrolysis finally!
The hardest chapter in our entire chem textbook!
Work hard on it it will be manageable.
I jus love science lessons more and more.

Tmr shall be a math day.
Wif 3h math lessons + 2 h of chem.
At least there is chem.

As planned, we went to Athena HQ once again, this time wif Kent.
All I can say is that if Kent is around, make that sure the location is a library.
And it is onli Kent who really make this learning experience fun.
There is always laughter wif him around.

It is much like the Haber process, amount of temperature must balance off wif production rate.
In this case, the amount of work done must balance off wif enjoyment.

Hw + practice + school.
I feel that I am deprive of something....
Something... but I can't name it.
Maybe it is fun.
Looking back at term 2, I had achieved success in reducing my play time.
Now I barely play 30min a day.
Every game doesn't look interesting anymore.
So I made a decision.
To take charge of my life. I am going college.
And I am going to prepare for it 2 years before going in.

I feel much fortunate to be in Ngee Ann than other top school like Victoria or Duman High.
Their dam papers are so ******* hard that the top pupil onli got 20+ for L1R5
Wat is the point of doing so?
Make them scare so that they will study?
If I am in VS or DHS, I will probably feel so depress and forsake studying.
All the hardwork u have put in are not worth.
So why am I trying so hard if my hardwork does not pay off?
Might as well give up.
That makes no difference.
Perhaps that is my character.
Either I dun do it, or I give it my best shot.
And that is y I dun want to go to MJC.
In nicer term they call it 'stretching your potential', 'pushing your limit'
But they jus wan more from u.
And this defeat the whole purpose of education.
Wat I have wrote above is soley base on my personally opinion.
U do not need to agree wif me.
I am not trying to descriminant against other schools.
If I offend anybody along my way, I apologise for my action.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Went my dad's office to study today early in de morning.
Here are some comparison wif the national library.

Advantages:
-Almost as quiet as the national library.
-U and onli u can tok as compared to library where everyone have to shut up or whisper.
-Study area is bigger than library; table is bigger.
-There is a small white board that can be fully utilise.

Disadvantage:
-It is veri inaccessible; >30min walk to the nearest public transport - Expo MRT station.
-Lunch become a problem when the canteen is also veri far away.

From my point-of-view, I feel that it is ranked better than library.
Of course if u have a car, which my dad does, it will be perfect =D
Anyway, no more vacancy ^^

Heard that this year O lvl is harder than the paper which i took.
Dun worry, there is always something call the moderation.

So we were playing Hangman Pokemon wif our newly found whiteboard.
Yea, it is childish, I noe.
And I got owned like 4x in a row.
The question I set was guessed correctly even b4 a single letter is suggested.
And U can imagine the humiliation I face when this occurs 4x in a row.
I am a noob ^^

At least I completed everything in Mis Ex 3 which is quite an acheivement.
Soon after a few more days I will finish revision on a math and can start on CH =D
And b4 June holidays I will be done wif my revision for 'O'!
Maybe that is jus far fetch.

EAP kicks off tmr.
Have fun ppl!

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Did not get much sleep yesterday night.
Guess it is more like cannot get into sleep.
It all started when I review an old question that has been bugging me for as long as I noe.
Yea, the elliptic orbit (Most moon orbit in oval shape instead of round) by expansion theory.
I managed to come up wif a solution yesterday night, which the book did not explain properly.
So I am sharing wif those who are interested.

Currently I am making a ppt slide trying to explain my new finding.
So I will update u guys upon completion.
I will try to host the ppt slide.
If not u ppl have to get it from me through msn.

Heard Kent and Godwin got rejected by Camp Phoenix.
Guess I will most probably get rejected too if I wan to join.
So we set up our own camp!

Camp Unicorn! Specially designed for Camp Phoenix rejects!
It will be more intense than Camp Phoenix, wk 1 - wk 4 June holiday.
Wk 1 and 4 will be from 12+ till 5 in the weekday afternoon except for EPP days.
Wk 2 and 3 will be everyday from 10am till 7.59pm in the library.
Unfortunately, registration onli available for wk 2 and 3 as there are no much vacancy.

Good luck to all who are taking O lvl MT =D
May everyone score well!

Going off for bbq soon cya =D
Although it seems to me that rain will fall anytime now.

Friday, May 23, 2008

Sch ended like 12.30 today but our lesson ended at 9 in the morning. Finally I had finished my 读书报告 which took me like more than 1 wk to do. Movie screening at AVA room was nice, because the show is veri funny.

I must take this opportunity to badmouth Mr Lim, our vice principal. Jus yesterday he told us that the sch will be ever supporting us in our studies and provide us wif the most conducive environment to study in and today we found ourselves locked out of school library. Wat is the meaning of this? He added that studying outside is not conducive enough and wish all students to stay in school to study. So I guess wat he meant by conducive is studying outside the staff room where you can breath in the exhaust gas given out by the construction work. WE DEMAND THE LIBRARY TO BE OPEN!

Perhaps one of these days we will go scouting for new studying places. Why? because of the CONDUCIVE environment provided by our school. Somethings we jus can't count on the school. Actually the place onli need to satisfied 4 main factors:
1) Chairs available
2) Tables available
3) Quietness
4) Air conditional

Is it that hard to fulfil that?

I swear that Pasir Ris library is the worst place ever. Maybe it is not but it is bad enough. I sat at the chair for like 2h and my backache like I have been in Tampines library for a whole day. The best part is no table. And we need to buy coffee from the cafe in order to get 1. So it is $4 for 1 table ^^ I will nv go back there again!

After I finish the chapter on inorganic chem (hopefully by today), I will stop working on the book and focus on my O lvl topic instead. 'Holidays' are coming and I need to train 24/7 (Maybe I am exaggerating) in order to win hackers. I dunno how these hackers in my class did it but I am going to overtake them all and become Athena!

Jolly! Saturday tmr! That means usually PQ in the ideally best slot. This has turn into a habit. Until we found a better slot to train in, we are staying there.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Day 2:
Got back my result slip today....
It seems like my marks were screwed by CH and bio as expected.
Need to work harder on it, especially my CH.

Lesson as usual.
Teacher go through a boring discription essay wif us today.
It seems like she was the one 1 who can imagine and realise the beauty of that passage.
The rest of us were jus.........nvm.
And I still own her 6 reading log ws =(
I need to complete it by friday.
It is comfirmed: As long as we pass HCL, we can minus 2 no matter we use it or not.

Maybe I should stay back in the library after lesson everyday starting from tmr.
School library may not be the best place on Earth but it sure have air con and lesser distraction.
Tampines library = Best!

Lots of ants on my desk right now I dunno y...
Must find a way to get rid of them =X

Science is fun!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Chinese week starts today!

Day 1:
So we were doing paper 1 b4 recess.
After recess teacher started to go through textbook, which bored a hell out of everyone.
Clifford went KO soon after teacher started teaching and slept throughout the whole lesson.
Jerome, Yan Dong and Eric were behind me, talking as if the teacher was invisible.
As for me? I nearly fall asleep, NEARLY!
I bet no one was actually listening to her lesson.
So wat I am going to do is to bring Feng You tmr and apply it near to my eyes =P
I will be wide awake wif my eyes as big as goldfish, or even bigger.

I scored B4 for bio...
Sort of depressing but not tat much as my L1R5 will not be affected by how much my bio scored.
This shows that I really have to buck up and do constant revision.
Maybe prelim I will score a little bit higher.... Jus maybe.

Wanted to do my A math but turn out otherwise.
That is the whole dam problem of studying at home.
Distractions seems to be everywhere.
But the library seat make my back hurts....
NO MORE GAMES TILL THE END OF THE DAY!

So dam hot these few days.
It feels staying in an oven in my room.
Wat have I told u?
GLOBAL WARMING IS REALLY!
If we dun do something abt it now, this hotness can kill us.
I really dun see the point why government do not use solar panels.
It is so dam hot and quite a lot of energy can be harvested from this heat of the sun,
Instead of constantly buying natural gas from our good friend Indonesia.

So everyone..... Dun buy a car when u grow up =D
Except, of course, the honourable hybrid, electric or hydrogen car ^^

Monday, May 19, 2008

I am back from Malaysia!
Quite bored there... Not much things to buy.
Everything there seems to be pirated, even those which might be original.
That is wat happen when u are in a small town......

Diesel engine lorry along roadside gives off tons of soot.
Forest burning gives off tons of soot + CO2 + poisonous gas.
Factories producing smoke every sec.
If nothing is to be done, doomsday will arrive earlier than expected.
Next generation will not survive.

I sort of thought abt a future plan for a environmental friendly Singapore.
All cars will run on electricity, not petrol.
All electricity shall be produced by solar power, at least minimise usetage of natural resources.
All HDB flats roof will be filled wif solar panels that are highly efficent.
Singapore is a tropical island wif maximum sunlight and temperature condition.
So solar is definately the the best solution.
Wind turbine on sea near to coast? Maybe?
Also more trees to purify air.
Along wif much more newer and innovative way to produce electricity.
This is wat will happen to u if are in Malaysia and u have got nothing to do.

Read abt 4 chapters of my reference book.
Now I am halfway through the book.
I am thinking abt making ppt slides to simplify it =P
Maybe during next week, when everyone is chionging for O lvl chinese.

Revision for math and CH must start soon!

Friday, May 16, 2008

Mdm Ashikin is not here again. This means 1.5h of free period!

I spent most of the time 'revising' my reference book to have a clearer picture and hopefully manage to understand wat I did not b4 things get ugly wif calculation further in the book. The reason behind this is that I want to learn more and DEFINITELY NOT SHOWING OFF. This part of my life is something called planning for my future. At least I noe wat I wan to be in future and be well prepared for it. I do not wan to burn midnight oil throughout my 2 years in college and by the end of it become so pissed off wif studying. Life will be meaningless and miserable in JC. I will not at all enjoy it at all. Wat I am doing now is to get familiar wif the A lvl syllable and get 2 subjects off my mind so that I can concentrate and better focus on others subjects. I shall prove to all of u that I can sleep at 10 every night during my life in JC!

Found a reference book veri much similar to mine in the school library and guess wat? The explanations in the book is so much clearer and straightforward that I can understand! That book seems old and maybe it is not up to date. But I can understand exactly the order of the rate of reaction part in quantitative kinetic and the rate equation that I failed miserably to despite spending the whole day in Tampines library last Saturday. I jus feel like I have wasted at least half a day in the library last weekend.

I had entered the Physic Olympia! I hope I can do well......

Studying has become a hobby of mine. I dunno since when and how but It had been implanted in me for as long as I noe like blood flowing in my veins. Habits die hard.... haha.

I had come up wif a conclusion of 'why Ryan is able to do so well in math exam'
I must admit that he did work dam hard for it. He practise it veri frequently like almost everyday while me is pretty much of an different case. Once I noe how to do it, practise it a bit and I will call it a day. I simply feel that math manipulation will not get me anywhere and will not be of any use except, honourable science. I really admire Ryan's ability to work so hard and I could say his mark is well deserved. Perhaps that also explains why he is never good in bio. His mind is filled wif numbers and onli numbers. As in bio, calculation is nv (or of little use) in exam paper. He jus lack the ability to analysis the way a scientific mind does. Perhaps there is a difference in math and science despite the fact that they are usually closely associated in school stream.

How a solar panel works?
2 layers of semiconducting material is joined together and when heat energy is available, electrons become 'excited' and vibrate vigorously that it is delocalised from atom and attracted to atoms of the other semiconductor material. Both semiconducting material has veri large difference in *electronegativity of the 2 different semiconducting materials and hence electrons transferred cannot return to its original atom due to insufficient kinetic energy to break free of attraction force of 2nd semiconducting material. A potential difference will build up between both layers (more and more electrons in 1 layer than another) and if wire is attracted to the 2 layer separately, electrons will travel through the wire from the 2nd layer to the 1st layer, and hence a current will flow through the wire.

*Electronegativity - measurement of the ability of a nucleus to attract an electron.

As we can see, both atoms must be of veri large mass difference in terms of nucleus mass to have high enough electronegativity to prevent electrons from returning to its 'rightful atom owner'.

As technology improves, we are trying to find better semiconductors for the 2 layer to generate a larger current and/or potential difference (Remember we can always use transformers. So we can always alter to 240V in SG or 110V in US to suit the needs of all electrical appliances and the rest to current.)

1st layer
- Minimum amount of ionisation energy is needed to delocalise electrons
- Smallest mass of nucleus to increase electronegativity difference wif 2nd layer

2nd layer
- Largest mass of nucleus as possible to increase electronegativity difference wif 1st layer

For the 1st layer is sort of much contradiction as ionisation energy is directly proportioned to mass of nucleus. But scientist are working veri hard to find more semiconductor to improve efficiency of solar panel.

Any question regarding this issue pls post in my cbox and I will gladly answer them =D

Mr Chua farewell party tonight I guess, cause I saw lots of catered food that looks delicious. Wat a pity that I will not be able to eat them. Btw, since when did SC eat good food?

Quite a long post tonight.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

So this is wat happen today......

It seems like a normal school day with nothing much happening around. It was PE lesson and we were playing soccer. Then the incident started. Yong Yuan's front tooth got chipped off after falling colliding with Clifford. 1/3 of the tooth came off and everyone was in a panicked mood. Lucky I remembered that my sis once told me that soaking the broken piece in milk and holding it in position will increase the chance of fixing it back into place. Hence that is wat I did: ask Clifford to get him milk. Yong Yuan told me that he still wan to get married and I reassure him that the dentist will be able to fix it. We approached the General Office and demanded immediate dental treatment, or at least permission to leave the school for dental clinic. We were trying to get a teacher to accompany him to the nearest dental clinic but the clerk in the office seems to take forever to settle the situation. Guess this is government sector, to have everything law by law. Clifford was feeling dam guilty over wat had happened and feel that he was to blame. Finally the AM (I dunno who he is) came with his car and Yong Yuan was off.

Throughout A math lesson I can tell that Clifford was not feeling any better, despite the conversation wif Mdm Ashikin that took like 30min. Yong Yuan came back after A math lesson wif his tooth fixed, with cement. Too much of the tooth were scrapped into powder upon impact and doesn't really fit in anymore. But the cement look flawless. Too bad Yong Yuan cannot eat hard food anymore for 1 wk =(

MT week is coming =D
Doing Chinese everyday for an entire week.
How cool is that =P

L1R5: 9, After deduction for cca and HCL
This is seriously bad.
Combine humanities had screwed me up.
Perhaps it was I who screwed combine humanities up.
Watever the case, I am paying more attention to that.
If u think I am a jerk showing off my marks, u are obviously a loser who did nothing in ur life.
U will nv noe how it feels like working so hard and nv achieve something.

Ok my mind is set on Chemical Engineering! Finally I have an ambition! It seems like the onli way to make the world a cleaner and greener place to live in is to come up wif new alternative fuel. And the onli way to make it is to study chemical engineering. I wan to do my part to stop global warming before the next ice age. Need to fall in love wif chemistry =D

Planet Green: the ultimate green destination!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

My combine humanites..... NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Guess I put too much attention on my sciences and maths that I had neglected on humanities. It has been quite sometime since I ever get a C5 for combine humanities, since MYE last year I guess, b4 Gloria take over our class for SS. Let me analysis my poor result of combine humanities.

History:
SBQ - Did fairly well for SBQ except the useful qn, jus need to be more careful
SEQ - Kind of screw up for content + SEQ was meant to be tricky
Partially due to the fact that it is the 2nd last paper and the fact that it is an afternoon paper.
So I dun really know wat is going through my mind then.

SS:
SBQ - Booby traps everywhere. No one actually score veri much in SBQ
SEQ - 1 qn did not explain properly the GF

Both combine humanities are suppose to be a killer but I shall not take this as an excuse for doing badly. Instead, I shall be more focus on my humanities instead of maths or sciences during the June holidays.

Guess there is this saying: The higher your expectation, the more painful is your fall.
There goes my mood the entire day.

Although plan A (TJC) failed, plan B (MJC) can be carried out if this is my O lvl result. But I thnk that O lvl result will be much better than this as there are something I can do now. That is to treat this as a learning experience, not to feel discourage (despite the fact that I really feel this way now) and continue to work on it!

Monday, May 12, 2008

I am feeling veri happy today =D
Got back several papers today. E math and A math gotten A1 together wif my Chem and Physic! The last deciding factor is my humanities which is SS + History. Languages are as following: HCL - B4, EL - 27/50 + paper 1. I passed EL paper (which Ms Yanti said there are several failures) with the highest at 33/50 for paper 2. So I guess I am somewhere average. Hopefully my humanities can at least get me a A1 or A2 and my marks will be within the limit of <10, which secure a position in TJC.

The most happy part is my A math! I finally got an A1 for it in major examination. This inspire me to work harder for my A math during the June holidays. Also I need to practise more for my E math to perfect my marks in case of any mishaps during 'O' lvl, eg. moderation.

Athena really aids me in my studies and everyone should play it! If your studies do not improve after long hours of playing the game, I shall chop off my head =X I guess Yan dong is registering for the game after seeing his results today =D

I could not forgive myself for that 2 dam careless marks in physic paper. 1 qn I did not write the axis for graph. Another I have adjusted the axis but not the graph drawn out b4 adjustment. This result in losing of 2 careless marks that is making me so depress =(

Manchester United won the LEAGUE!
LONG LIVE MANCHESTER UNITED =D

Clifford own me 1 bubble tea =D

Time is running out... till my next post.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

After 3 days of relaxing myself, (actually not really...) tmr shall be a new start! Lessons, homework, EPP and more! Syllabus is coming to an end and revision is abt to begin. Most importantly exam papers are marked and coming back to us! It is time to see and decide which subjects I will be focusing more during June holidays. Not to forget the plan of going library everyday during the 2 weeks without EAP.

Grooming check on Mon and I haven cut my hair for like.... 5 weeks =D
It feels good not to be a SC! No longer need to put up wif the grooming check every morning. I guess Mr Tan had stopped that nonsense. I am sure he find it useless. It did not help to boost SC image but rather making our image look worst. Peers were laughing at us everyday. In wat way is this motivating our student leaders? Maybe I had forgotten that I washed my hands off SC business.....

I guess I know everything abt quantum physic except the calculation part. Perhaps it is not that hard after all. God do play dice =D

Returned my book of the expansion theory as the date due is next saturday and partly also due to the explaination failed to enlighten me on how orbits works. I have been thinking for days that wat causes the speed increase in the moon orbiting Earth.

If Earth is constantly expanding, moon speed must constantly increase to travel a futher distance so that time taken for it to travel in 1 orbit will remain consistant. I agree that this increase of speed is due to the acceleration of atomic expansion in moon. But the question is, since most moon orbit not in circular but in oval orbitual, wat cause the increase in speed as it passes nearer to the Earth and it appears to slow down when it is further away? The book also starts to explain the unexplainable but suggesting something else or should I say sweep all the unexplain under the carpet, the same as Newtonian explaination.

I believe that the truth of gravity lies in the curvation of spacetime and this force of the curved spacetime is caused by dimension higher than us, perhaps the time dimension. Maybe I am also trying to sweep the unexplainable force of gravity under the carpet.......

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Thx Cheng Boon, for this 'wonderful' quiz I have to do =.=

1. At what age do you wish to get married?
Before 30?

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Both I guess.

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
Nobody can be trusted in this world except for myself.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
No. Definitely no.

5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I will like to win the Nobel prize =D
I am trying to work veri veri hard to make this a reality.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
If we apply basic principle of physic, every raindrops (Yea there are still droplets after a rain) acts as a tiny prism which refract light from the light source. Rainbow can onli be form if there is a light source of 7 different wavelengths and frequency that is visible to our eye's cones coming from your frame of reference that is refracted behind that layer of water droplets. It is not whether a not rainbow will appears but rather the perspective of where you are standing and your angle of perception from the virtual image. Of course, if there is no light source, there is no rainbow.

7. What is your goal for this year?
To score 10 pts or lesser for 'O' lvl, which -4 for HCL+CCA, will secure a place in TJC

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
I am too young to analysis this sophisticated psychological aspect of human.

9. Have you broken someone heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
No? Why will there still be so many ppl alive out there?

10. What feeling do you love most?
Happy? Who will like to be sad?

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
My girl should NEVER WEAR PERFUME! It will make my head spin.

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Failure. Guess everyone hates that

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
If I dun, I will not have any friends. Another stupid question.

14. Do you believe in GOD?
God exist in the 4th dimension! I guess when we die we will end up in the 4th dimension of time too =D
I guess I had discuss abt this in many of my posts previously. So stop wasting my time in explaining this all over again. Pls refer to my archive

15. What do you think is the most important thing in in your life?
Achievement! Life will nv be completed without achievements.

16. Who cares for you the most?
Family, friends.

17. Which place would you go IF you could go anywhere you want to?
The 4th dimension. No I dun mean to die earlier, jus a trip to the 4th dimension and back.

18. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Too many things to regret.

19. IF time were to rewind, what do you want to do?
Even if time rewind, onli our soul will be able to travel back time which will be practically useless and can't change anything. This is wat happen when u try to recall something that happen like 1 week ago. U think abt it, seeing it happening again for a second time (ur soul traveling back time) but u can do nothing to change wat had happened.

20. What is your definition of happiness?
A good job, a good life and people who I can share my feeling wif.

Instructions:Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

Firstly, there is no question below the instruction.
Secondly, I will make life of both you and me better by not tagging anyone.

I had completed 10/30 chapters in the whole entire Chem book!
This is the part where everything gets messy.
This is usually where u will say :' I dun understand a single dam thing of this chapter!'
The maths + lack of mentor + poor explanation of the book contribute to the I dunno factor.
I am going to search online for a better explanation and hopefully manage to understand.
Maybe I have jus seen the ugly side of chemistry.
Or maybe this is true of chemistry all along.

Dun get me started on my experience in library today. The perfume of that women and the MAN giving me headaches, making me lose concentration. Three gigantic light bulb that shone so brightly....

Happy Mother's Day!

Friday, May 09, 2008

I have completed 1/6 of the entire chem reference book XD Perhaps it won't take me long to get my physic reference book and complete it b4 going college.

Gonna take NE quiz in sch later on. My sis told me that it will be something like the one we did in P6 jus that the questions are harder. Need to do some last minute revision on SS textbook =P Nah I am jus joking.

Yea! Tmr is Saturday! That means Kent, Jan, Godwin and me will be pqing in our usual spot for the whole day! I guess I will relax myself a while and sidetrack in doing quest that will be useful onli in the expansion pack that is coming out. I still haven got over wif the last boss......

Meanwhile science centre trip is still on today! I nv knew science centre is in Jurong O.o I onli hope for 2 thing:
1) There will be dam little ppl going to the observatory tonight.
2) The sky will have minimum yield of water droplets in the sky.
Those who are interested to go pls contact me b4 5pm today.

Need to go off to sch soon...better prepare myself.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

MYE are over =D
It have been quite an enjoyable period for me.
Leaves appears green because they reflect green light. I will remember this forever.

Screw de dam last boss which causes so much misery to me. Acheivement section of my manual will be badly reflected on this boss. I WILL HAVE MY REVENGE! U WILL FEAR ME SOMEDAY!

Clifford asked me go play soccer. Cherng Jye ask me to go bowling. I jus feel like staying at home and read my chem tb =D It is like this sudden urge to finish A lvl syllabels b4 I even take O. At least I read through it and try to understand so that when I go junior college I will not struggle. Not onli chem but physic also!

Come to think of it I dun even feel like playing the computer now. Wasted like much of my time siting down on this chair and staring into the box like wat I am doing right now typing this post. So I had decided to kik this bad habit of being addicted to computer games. Donating all my game cd away? NO WAY!

I jus feel like singing today ^^

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Last paper of MYE left. I nv knew this will end so fast. It seems like it had onli started yesterday. But I am not gonna stop here. The race has jus begin, and I won't stop till the end. ^^
Tmr shall be the end, but I dun feel like reading through it anymore. Everytime I open up my notes I will feel as if I have noe everything. I feel more like reading my books abt theory of everything. Prehaps watching tv =D

Science centre trip on friday sounds promising. We will all be astronomers =D Hopefully I can have a glimpse of mars or venus. This feeling seems like the first time Galileo point his telescope into the skies. How I noe wat Galileo feels? I dunno =X

Galileo came before Newton. It seems like Newton is the oldest great scientist and no one so great is before him. Galileo died on the same year Newton was borned. Also, great physicist do not need to have good math ^^ All the equations of physic are handled by mathematician. But basic knowledge of mathematics must be known to form the equation itself.

Netwon famous equation Force (resultant) = Mass x Acceleration is actually derived by the rate of change of momentum. It is stated that d/dt of (momentum, mass x velocity) is the resultant force. d/dt of (mv) is actually v(dm/dt) + m(dv/dt). Given that the rate of change of mass is 0 and that rate of change of velocity is acceleration, then F=MA. Chain rule rocks =D

Half of me wish to accept expansion theory while the other half feels that General relativity is the key to gravity. Fuse both of them? One thing is for sure: NEWTON IS WRONG ABOUT GRAVITY!

Lots of things I want to do after the exam:
- Complete my 2 books; Theory of almost everything and The final theory.
- Become athena!
- Practise my guitar.
- Know more abt quantum physic.
- Dota? Maybe?

New song:
庆幸有你爱我 - 蔡醇佳

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Today's boss is crap.
The onli difficult part abt defeating it is the time limit I have.
Actually spent lots of time thinking abt how to kill this boss b4 I use my skill.
It seems almost like an insult to my intelligence, seriously.
In the end I did manage to kill de boss =D


Good thing that Jan actually reserved slot for me.
Kent took so long to reach the slot.
It seems like kent cannot be the one that reserve slot.
When online on 10.05am (It seems as if I have flew to the slot)


Daily science:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=bd-QqKmVyfU
It is a veri good explanation of expansion theory, hope u ppl will understand more =D

Mass is actually 'attacted' to spacetime.
The presence of mass attracted spacetime to 'stick' onto it.
When I say spacetime, imagine that it is a region of space filled wif millions of cubes.
And particle (eg. atom) attached iteself to one of the line of the cube, causing it to curve.
At a large scale - Earth cause this curvation to be significant.
Force by the 'tension of the fabric' is applied on Earth, which is gravity.

An analogy will be a pulled rubber sheet (spacetime fabric) wif a heavy bowling ball (sun).
The bowling ball will cause a curvation on the rubber sheet which will 'attract' some smaller ball, example pool ball.

Read something abt time travelling today.
It is wat we call 'wormhole'
I gonna show u ppl a picture of wat it looks like.





Taken from:
http://www.pbs.org/wnet/hawking/strange/html/wormhole.html

The wormhole is actually wat is seems to be the arrow pointing at.
The diagram above show a piece of spacetime being curved: like the way it curve due to gravity.
Wormhole acts as a shortcut which make us possible to travel faster than speed of light.
So we can effectively travel through time.

In reality, this can be created.
But it onli exist for so little time that we can do nothing abt it.
It disappear faster than the speed of light.
Physicist hope to prevent the collapse of the wormhole onto itself by using exotic matter,
Matter wif negative energy.

Another type of hole: black holes.
When a huge star is unable to burn enough energy to sustain the force of gravity on it, it will eventually be compressed by the fabric of spacetime and reduces its volume. This cause an increase in the star's density and it will sink deeper and deeper into the fabric of spacetime below it. This process continue till the fabric of spacetime is too curved and distorted.
Force of gravity is then too huge that even light cannot escape from the singularity of the blackhole. Everything will be 'swallowed' and time in the blackhole will stop completely.

General relativity seems to be making a lot of sense to me now.

Monday, May 05, 2008

Athena is so dam cool!
The boss today is dam dam noob.
It is like no kick.
So hopefully I can thrash it and have good achievement record in my manual.

So today it is the same 3 person partying at our usual slot.
Kent killed hell lots of monsters today and lvl up quite significant.
While Godwin and me are like waiting for him to catch up.

I guess I am working on my character in the expansion pack.
Yea, I will be ahead of everyone!

Ok back to science:
After much discussions and argument wif Teck Li,
I had come to a conclusion that our body is in the 3rd dimension,
While our soul/will/watever u call it, is in the 4th.
Our mind can interpret time.
U noe wat u ate yesterday, u have a rough imagine of wat u wan to be in future.
There are also ppl that have intensive mind power that can levitate objects/tell the future.
Psychics I mean.
These are individuals that can fully utilise their brain to manupulate 3D things in their 4D world.
It is true that we onli uses abt 10% of the mind throughout our entire live.
The power of our brain is incredible.
Time travel is truely possible but we cannot bring our body to a different dimension.
So time travelling onli limit ourselves to knowing the future and past,
But we can do nothing to change it.

The wave function:
A function that relate the amount of energy to the wavelength of any particle.
The equation state that the wavelength of any particle is inversely proportional to its energy.
And if u noe math, wavelength = k, constant / energy
And the K constant is wat we known as the Planck's constant.
Everything make sense to me now.

I also learnt more abt the special relativity.
It turn out to be that matter is consist of energy, mass or both!

Pure energy is matter that consist of 0 rest mass and definate amount of energy.
And example will be photon, carrier of light energy.
This is actually, in layman term, wave.

Pure particle is matter that consist of definate rest mass and 0 energy.
It is the same the nuclear in an atom.

A moving object is an example of a hybrid, which most things are.
They consist of both energy (kinetic, heat or watever) and mass.

So it is like everything is a particle.
A wave is a particle that have no rest mass as its mass lies in the amount of energy it carries.
A particle is no doubtly a particle (common sense)
And a moving object is also a particle (common sense again)

And hence the equation E=MC²
I must really admit Albert Einstein is a GENIUS!

Somemore of special relativity says that explain the speed limit: speed of light.
If we accelerate a particle to near speed light, its energy will become mass to add to the inertia of the particle.
This will in term slow the particle down.
Hence it will require more energy to increase his speed.
This whole process will repeat itself and hence de speed-of-light limit.

The reading of more such stuff actually manage to make me understand wat it means.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Went T3 wif Godwin and Kent to study today.
And guess wat we discover?
We found this new game!

Athena - The frozen manual of wisdom.
In this game u play as an individual that was given a blank manual by ur died father.
The onli way to bring ur father back - Time travel.
While crossing the 4th dimension of time, different monsters attempt to stop you.
Your job is to kill those monsters and gain exp from them.
Not to forget skills that are to be written in your empty manual along the way.
Enquire skills, defeat your opponent, save your father!

There is no disc and cost to play is $0
It is RPG and u are to team up wif other players to defeat boss monster to gain even more exp!
The best part of this game is that there is no maintainance and no hacks.
It is purely base on your skill and wits to defeat your opponents.
Expansion pack is coming ur way!

If you wan to find out more abt it pls consult Godwin, Kent or me abt the details.
Those who are playing pls register too.

Guess I am somehow addicted to playing this game.
Ok after 3 weeks of not playing, i shall begin to play this game!
We are reaching the final boss veri soon, whether you are ready or not.
So it will be better if I prepare myself for it.
In a few months time I will be able to kill the final boss!

3 of us is going to meet up tmr to do party quest everyday starting from tmr.
Maybe not everyday, but frequently.
For kent, there is more that jus the game, but to see his chipmunk.

Need to prepare for tmr's boss, by fighting his min
Bye!

Saturday, May 03, 2008

This whole blog seems like a science forum now O.o

Ok, I am pretty convinced that we are living in the 4th dimension.
Teck Li is right, if we are in the 3rd we cannot see things that are moving.
And time dilation of the theory of special relativity prove that time can be slow.
It seems to convince me that we possess the ability to manipulate time.
It is that we can, but due to current technology we cannot possess the ability to do so.
It is like there is no accelerator that can make us travel near to the speed of light.
But Einstein also says nothing can travel faster than speed of light.
Control time may not mean travel back or forward in time.
It can mean slow time or fast foward time.
Nobody knows wat we can do with time.
Maybe 1 day we will be able to time travel.
It seems like H.G Well's time machine is not a fiction afterall.

Many still insist that we are in de 3rd.
Such confusion....

Yea, God live in dimension above us.
I believe that live after death will be in another dimension.
A dimension higher than wat we are living on now.
Yea, it is going to be interesting.

Black hole is the small breakage of Space-time.
This created a pressure inside and atoms will rush in.
Atom will travel through dimensions from 4D to 0D and become a point.

If time travel is possible, and we go back in time, we will be giants compared to the past.
If and onli if the Expansion theory is right =D

Friday, May 02, 2008

As promised, this post is dedicated to TeckLi.

Firstly, the veri existence of graviton particle is not proven. There is simply NO evidence that this particle exist. Majority of the scientist does not believe in graviton as a particle. So it is only a hypothesis. It seems like another theory that tries to sweep everything that cannot be explained under the carpet. Unless u can tell me where is this 'power source' of gravity, there is no sufficient reason y I should believe Newton's perception on gravity, resulting in this veri existance of graviton. Although Einstein have come up wif a better theory of how gravity works, it is still flawed as badly as Newton's. For example, Einstein's theory can explain y the orbit in fabric of space-time does not result in our planet slowly but surely falling into the sun. If this theory of graviton traveling through dimensions is accepted, then the Expansion theory will definately be accepted as both are toking abt proving of another dimension which we cannot see. Expansion theory will be more widely accepted as Newtonian + Einstein law adding together still is flawed badly as compared to Einstein law.

Secondly, there is we living in the 4th dimension because we can hear and there is motion? In physic, the 4th dimension is onli time. So unless we are able to see time, we are in the 3th dimension. It is the same as de little circle in flatland. She can hear de 3D being voice. If onli can we see time and can control time, we are in de 3rd dimension. A 3D object has motion onli because of time. If there is no time, 3D object will onli exist as mass. Hence de 4th dimension is indeed time.

Hope u will understand more =D

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Does gravity force really exist?
Or is it a plain assumption made by Sir Issac Newton?
It is no doubt Newtonian gravity is indeed badly flawed.
It violate many other laws of physic
Let me show u a few example of violation:
-The 'power source' of gravity seems like a endless energy source that pull objects
-Force of gravity is faster than speed of light and act instantaneously

So wat is the solution?
It turn out to be something call 'Expansion Theory'
It is stated that there is another dimension inside atom, that cause it to expand uniformly.
Everything is growing bigger.

Y we are not realising the expansion?
The expansion is uniform, meaning every atom is expanding at the same rate any given time.
The object is expanding, and so is ur ruler that measure it.
This is because the universe is expanding.
The whole Space-time continum is expanding.
So the expansion is relative to us.

It is not u falling into Earth, but Earth expanding and hitting u instead.
It is jus our vision distortion that assume that we are falling.
So in this theory, there is not gravity as force.
And all the violation of laws disappear is u are to explain gravity as the expansion of matter.

This theory does not seems to be flawless either, but at least it contain lesser flaws than that of Newton's.
And y we are still accepting Newton's gravity this veri moment?
Because we can't actually prove the theory right.
The proving involve another dimension, which we find it hard to understand.

Imagine u being a 2D creature living on a plate.
U know nothing abt 3D and u can onli move up,down,front and back.
If a giant cone from another dimension (3D) 'poke' u from the side and it's surface area on the plate is getting bigger, U onli see that object moving towards u and finally touch you.
U will call that a mysterious attraction force that 'suck' u into it.
This appears to be gravity to u but the 3D, it is a cone.
Watch the below video to get a better understanding
http://youtube.com/watch?v=BWyTxCsIXE4&feature=related

It could be something from the 4th dimension of time that causes this gravity.
It is something unknown to us unless we are in the 4th dimension itself looking at our 3rd dimension world.
Onli from the 4th dimensional presective can we truely understand wat is this which we call gravity.

Do u get the better picture now?