Another few more hours before 'June Holiday' ends.
Also, it marks the start of MYE horror......

First off is math + history, which is tmr.
Then a day off to mug...
Physic on wed and end off on thurs with chem.

Feel that I am still not prepared for Mid years, despite hours of investment into studying.
Especially history, when we did not have a single test on.
I nv felt this way before =(
Wonder what kind of grades will I get...

This whole 'holiday' was quite meaningful to me....
Especially when I can catch up with my work.
Nv really played and enjoy myself that much like before.
University entrance ticket is nv cheap.

Sometimes hardwork didn't pay off.
Like the screw up grades I got for O lvl?
I wonder why I still push myself so hard all this while.
Yea, this is one of my weakness: I cared too much many a time.

Begin MYE with the end in mind:
We should celebrate or something on friday =D

Another week gone...
One last week before "June Holiday" ends.

I should be prepared for mid years after next week...
Still feel quite screwed for history.... To write 3 x 4 pages essays in 2h 15 min =(
I dun think it is possible...
O well.... dun think of it too much.

I had this dream last night that I failed my mid year.
Then I had to see the principal to be advanced.
Yea, I noe that we do not have to see the principal if we fail mid year.
Dreams often have no sense of logic, do they?
This shows that subconsciously I am under emotional stress.
Ya, JC jus screws our lives up.
No wonder my mother said that I kept grinding my teeth last night.
Nightmares~

Plan for today:
-Complete topic 3 and repeatedly read 2 and 3 to memorise for history.
-Sleep in the afternoon? Did not slept much last night.
-SF in the night.

Work hard ppl...

Last day of lecture.
And we are on our own now.

Integration for math.
I remember I once called it the "evil twin of differentiation"
More like angel and demon thing.
It seems easy to get from heaven to hell.
But takes tremendous effort to climb the stairway to heaven.
Hopefully I will conquer this demon soon....
I hate, like what Newton will call it, Fluxion.

So much for "Lets go early to school tmr and study."
In the end, the few of us played bridge.
Jansen should stop bringing cards and distract us.

I forgot to bring Chem equilibrium notes today.
Through chem was jus busy copying the solutions.
Thought Mr Wong will chiong finish the whole thing but I was wrong.
All hard questions should be labelled with double stars + "MJ rox"

Trip to KL is coming.
That will mean I will forsake few days to study....
Hopefully 2 weeks will be enough.

I should stop thinking of other silly stuffs and focus on getting into University.