Not going night study today.
And I dun think I will go anymore.
It took me quite some time to realise that it is useless after all.
All the toking.... noises.... it is all wrong.
I can do wat I had done in the 3 h of night study in 1h at night.
So.... That is the last draw.

Another week is coming to an end.
Time really flies.
Can't really believe that 82 more days I will be done wif everything.
And after the O lvl I won't be studying this same old nonsense right now.

Today I found out that Britain educational system is jus like Singapore.
They do not look for the knowledge but rather, the way u answer.
Perhaps this is the educational system we get in this world.
Not so much of do we understand but do we know how to answer.
They may seem the same.
But they are different
This made me recall something Mr Chee once said.
'It is not the knowledge that counts, but the wisdom inside u.'
From today onwards, understanding the knowledge is secondary.
Knowing how to writing is a way that will score is the main focus.
Evolution of education; education is no longer to educate individual.

I am currently waiting for the sun to set.
Night is cooler, and is better to absorb.
Maybe I should sleep in the afternoon and study till late at night.
Like wat my sister do.
I shall consider.

82 more days

Ryan got an A2 for his CCA.
A mixure of feeling inside me.
One side of me felt happy for him.
Wif an additional bonus point, he can get in a better school.
Another side of me feelt unfair and angry.
He practically did nothing in CCA except for SC and he got an A2.
How hard did I fought to get into the school team to represent the sch for the past 4 years?
And in the end I merely won him by 3 points in CCA record.
This is seriously unfair and injustice.
I will like to question the Educational system.
Is this the way to promote holistic education for Singapore?
By letting a person who dun even attend CCA except SC to get A2?
Not saying that he had contributed greatly to SC.
Wat he had done, I had done too.
This include being a SC for 2.5 years and be a class chairperson for a year.
He can jus skip CCA and study at home while all of us are busy wif our CCA.
Let me count. We spent about 936 hours in our CCA for the entire sec life.
He got this advantage in the time for his studies.
And in the end he got the same grade and me?
If this is wat is printed on his O lvl certificate,
I will join a CCA that meets onli 1 time in 2 weeks.
And I will skip CCA frequently.
MARK my words.
'A balance lifestyle'; 'We do not value those who onli study'
The above words mean nothing to me now.
The Educational system had proven itself to me that CCA is not important at all.
So everyone out there pls do not go for your CCA.
Onli foolish people go for their CCA.
Results are the one which matter most in this world.
Educational system a failure? No!
I am the foolish one who did not realise this fact, which make me so disappointed wif the system.
Perhaps this is the adult world; They dun mean wat they say.
Either we adapt to it or we get eliminated.
No point crying over spilled milk.

85 more days.

Feeling a little sick today.
I jus got the feeling that I will fall sick tmr if I don't do anything to stop it today.
Thx to Kent who made me have running nose.
He came in the morning wif running nose and before I knew it, I caught it too.

The Revenge Of The Fly!
A fly harass us yesterday.
U got it, it was the same specie as the one Kent killed.
How can a fly survive in a library?
Wat do they feed on? Books?
I guess that it was the 100 Most Important Chemical compound that attracted it.
Moreover, it is the book that killed the other last time.
It is the scent of his dead partner on the book....
It sort of distracted all of us for at least 30 min.

I promised Kent that if my organic chem test paper is not on the top of the stack this time,
I will spend one weekday which I am suppose to go for night study in the library wif him.
A small bet it may seem, but I am definitely on it.
It will be really a disappointment to myself if I am not able to beat the rest in my own game.
Moreover, I begin wif organic chem 1 month earlier than the rest.
And also, I read the reference book.
So I really should score this time.

Dad's new car tmr =D
Too bad it is not hybrid.
This reminded me of the issue of the new SBS bus.
Kent said that they were all hydrogen-fuelled.
Is it true?
Thought they said hydrogen-fuelled are danger and scrap the plan last time.
Maybe they should make hydrogen fuel have a scent like methylated spirit.

IUPAC way of naming organic compounds rocks.
Easy it might seem, but not that easy if u got something weird, wif more than 1 functional group.
It is all abt the carbon.....

86 more days.

It has been days since I last interact wif the computer.
I can't find time to use the com, not to say blog.

Notes for all three sciences are almost completed.
It is down wif the last 2.
And biology lags so far behind.....
Burning bio notes after the 'O's

One piece of good news today.
I got a D for my Standing Broad Jump!
This means that there is a high hope of a silver for NAFA this year.

It has been 2 week since I last touch that book.
After I had done my notes and complete all math papers, I will have nothing to do.
TYS. I will consider.
I won't be foolish enough to do it more than once.

Weekends are coming.
Another week gone.
'O' level will be here is no time.
89 days.

Another week had past.
Another week closer to the O lvl.

Sometimes I wonder, is it that important to get into a good JC?
At the end of it we are still taking the A lvl examination.
So is it really that important?

1 week death anniversary of de maggots.
May they rest in peace.

I had jus realise that I had not been exercising except for PE lesson ever since CCA stopped.
This is bad.... But I can't find time.
All my time are used up by my books.
And my NAFA will be getting a NIL this year.
I had never gotten NIL b4.
Thx to my dam Broad Jump.

Weekends - Free time! to study.

The entire library is seriously flooded wif ppl today.
Today has the most number of people I seen queueing up b4 the library open.
The whole row of corridor outside the library is completely filled.
For a second I am believe that the librarian lining up inside will be tramped by the crowded.
There is some function on the 3rd floor for them.
But there are still lots of ppl around today.

Down to the last 2 chapters on my Chemistry for advance level.
I will be able to finish it by today.
And I will re-read it again, this time taking note of the formula and remembering stuff inside.
This is jus plan A.
I am intending to do the same for physic reference book after I am an expert in this.
Hopefully I will clear both H2 subjects by the end of this year.
And I can relax in JC =D
Or will I?

Maybe there is such thing as addiction to studying.
So far I had already seen many examples.
Scientifically proven that this actually exist?

Today I realise that soap are actually made from fats O.o
Imagine rubbing a lump of fats onto yourself.
Forget it, it is seriously gross.

I shall begins wif a story abt a creature that contain onli 8 chromosomes and 6 legs.
In this library, we met this fly.
Either this fly is dumb or it lost its senses.
It does not move when we swap near it.
So while it was landing on the chem reference book,
Kent attempt to kill it wif the 100 most important compound book.
Due to its stupidity, it was squashed.
That is not the worst part.
After it's horrible death, transform from a 3D creature to a 2D creature,
Its womb burst open.
Around 10 tiny MAGGOTS started to crawl onto both books.
I am seriously disturbed by the scene.
It is jus.... sickening.
That is not all.
Near evening, Kent brought other books on chem and share wif me.
To my shocking horror, I saw a ******* bluebottle in between 2 pages in a chem dictionary!
Both Kent and Clifford laughed like mad people for almost 20 min.
They said I look dam funny.
The entire section of chem book in the library is cursed.
I swear I will never look at Chem book in the library ever again.

Back to serious matter.
Night study........... sucks.
Can't think of better plan.
Maybe we should try the quiet section of the library like wat Clifford says.
IF there is something called the 'quiet' section of the library.
From my point-of-view, no where around 1 hector of that piece of land is quiet.
Maybe I am exaggerating.

I will have lesser and lesser time to blog in future.

Dental today.
Found out that he put some sort of translucent wire on my btm.
To be more specific, elastic nylon looking band.
It resembles much like the polymer I seen in the book I saw today.
And I can feel the pain on my btm.
Remember the rate equation?

Wanted to go school library for night study after dental.
To my shocking horror I realise that not onli the library is full but also the study corners outside staff room..
And the atmosphere is near to silent.
Looks like I had to try again tmr.
This time I will stay from afternoon till 9pm.
Perhaps it is new and hence the crowd.
We shall see.

Jus read online that the G8- BRI, CAN, USA, RUS, FRA, GER, ITA and JAP
Had agreed on reducing greenhouse gas emission by 50% in 2050.
Wat I feel is the same as wat many expert felt - All talk no action.
Doomsday will be here by the end of this century.
Take matters into ur own hand.

Weekend finally.
It will be 2 days of slackness b4 mon, when the work get started.
Taking a break is to run a longer distance.

Went library today with Kent and a new member: Clifford.
I dun remember the reference section being so cold.
Spasmodic contraction of muscle.
Clifford seems veri regretted not spending his June holidays wisely.
Not too bad, all is not lost yet.

Night Study Program (NSP) will commence soon and I am glad to hear the rules.
Below is an extraction of the rule for night study program 2008:
- Students are NOT allowed to leave the library b4 9.
- Students must keep the library silent.
I dun know till wat extend will this rule be carried out by the the sch.
But these rules sure gave me a veri good impression of the NSP.

Heard that the camp phoenix got Friday booster program (FBP).
That sounds...... so nice.
In order not to lose out, we the Unicorns will have a special set of program.
It called: Operation MAXIMA.
So this is de plan:
We will stay back in school EVERYDAY in library till 5.
Have dinner and study till 9 at night.
This is an addition to our original weekend plan.
Operation MAXIMA is a voluntary action while FBP is an involuntary action.
Each unicorn decide whether a not this is worth the hardwork and act accordingly.
We are so game for this.

Try stopping time, if u can.

Dam Ryan.
Took my WS and jus hand up.
Now I have to find Mrs Teh to find my nameless WS.
So feel like wacking him.
That organic model actually cost $100+ !
And I still thinking then abt buying that lego looking thing.

So I can't really go for the oil refinery trip.
Thx to the sudden change of plan of Jia Hao and Eng Leong.
Nah... Jus kidding, I am not angry.
So I will go for the power station trip with Kim Yong and Yong Yuan.

I still can't make it for the standing broad jump.
Partly due to the fact that I hurt my spine like so long ago.
I will try again next PE lesson.

Actually I have quite a few things to accomplish today.
This includes bio skill 3, chinese ying yong wen, a math revision & Ketone + Aldehydes.
Most probably there will be no chem for me today.
Friday tmr =D
Weekend, how sweet.

No reference book for me. Boohoo~
I should jus get the university physic from my sis's sch.
Nevertheless I still must thanks my sis for scouting.

Playing computer makes u tired the next day?
Maybe I should write this thesis for my PhD.
Nah, jus kidding.

Have a nice long sleep this afternoon.
I guess I will be wide awake tonight.

Clifford injuried his hip yesterday while playing soccer.
It seems to be v painful when I see him walking.
No NAFA and soccer for him for at least a week.

Heard of the chinese topic for oral today:
Students tend to go poly than JC. Wat do u think?
This seems to be a relatively easy topic.
I hope everyone do well for it.

1 week left till night study commence.
Done some calculation and realise that that will be less than 4 h of studying per day.
Thx to the EPP and stuff.
I will rather study on my own than do revision in EPP.
Jus hope that there is study break practice in our sch.

Come to think of it, wat I am going to work as next time?
Mdm Aljunied foreign talent issue struck me hard this morning.
Local talent not appreciated in SG. Ang Mo are "always better".
Work and compete in SG? Or migrate to other country and become foreign talent?
I will leave for the future to decide.
U will nv noe wat will happen in the next decade, do u?