31th January 2008

31th Jan.
Effectively the last day of the month.
Today is a long day.
I am almost late for sch this morning.
Reach the gate at 7.20 am.
The rest are already standing there.
Should not take my own sweet time in de morning =\

First time in the morning.
My chair gone.
Y must it b me?
There is onli a probability of 1/40 that my chair will be taken.
Ended up taking a chair from R2.
i guess someone took the chair for lesson yesterday and did not bring it back =.=

SS period.
My mindmap sux.
So I had to redo.
MRT give us total defence hw =.=
Like a lot of hw in the weekend.

Found out that those who are late today have their hair cut and phone confiscated.
I am so lucky today =D

Mdm Ashikin was furious during bio lesson.
She say that we did not do hw.
N all our subject teachers complain abt us, except Mdm Lim.
I nv noe Mdm Lim is so nice =D
Inspired to do her zuo ye ^^
Anyway, she said she gonna call some of our parents tonight.
Guess she is fed up.
Fed up abt the attitude we have towards study.
Also fed up of us keep copying the slide on her notes.
Bad mood~

Mrs Teh also fed up wif us during chem lesson.
Our mock Chem SPA was badly done.
I got 6/10 O.o
Her face went so red when she is doing correction wif us.
Everyone is so pissed today~

Plenty of things to be done:
-SS mindmap
-SS total defence reflection.
-SS source B alternative qn.
-A math 14.1 n 14.2 exercise.
-EL compre and essay (200 words)
-Bio test.
-A math quiz.
-Chinese 8 chapter of zuo ye.
I foresee my weekend as 2 days of mugging and chionging hw.

30th January 2008

Dam, my tooth ach again.
Now its 2 teeth that ach.
Going for tightening soon~

Wei Jun says that the chem paper is hard.
Jus wish that it will be manageable.
Anyway, it is on friday.

Actually I had plenty of things to do today.
SS mindmap.
E math hw.
Chinese zuo ye.
Study for chem test.
I feel like sleeping~
Yesterday cca made me tired.

I feel that my new house is veri noisy.
Heard noises of ppl shouting at his/her child.
Noises of ppl arguing.
Noises of children shouting.
It jus made me feel uneasy.

I had to change the song soon.

29th January 2008

January is coming to an end.
This means EPP is gonna start =D
It means no more time for leisure =D

O ya, there is finally lunch break.
N guess wat? The sec 3 are there too to snatch our food =.=
I mean like we survived last year without lunch break, y can't they?
Some of us cannot get food because they are sold out.
I starts to hate sec 3.

Rushed home to finish my notes on QA b4 going for cca.
Gonna do oxidation n reduction one too =(
I remember I had once made note on the chapter b4.
Well, its gone now. Have to remake.

So upset and disappointed abt my A math test result.
24/40 Aww~
It is not good enough. At least for me.

Decided to keep my rate of playing com game at the min.
Concentrate on studies~
Like wat Ryan do.
I wonder how he survive.
And whether I have a life if I study everyday non-stop.
At least I will try for a week.

Bio test next week.
Well, at least it is not on thursday.
Guess I will have a meaningful weekend this week.

Feeling dam sleepy~

27th January 2008

Mr Ang is not back yet.
I sms him later n he said he will onli be back after CNY.
When will I be ready for grade 7 exam?

Yesterday night, I was studying Chem.
I started to imagine how the electrostatic force of attraction is formed.
Will atom ever lose elctron shell?
Or will there be jus an electron shell wif no electrons in it?
Image appears in my mind of how attraction force between 2 particles:
One as big as a soccer ball.
One as small as a grain of salt.
Over a large area of 1 soccer field.
And larger atoms have distance of over 7 soccer field.
Till I fall asleep.

I guess that is wat kept driving me to study sciences.
The curiosity of how things work.

Heard from my sis that u need 4/5 As to get in university course of medicine, dentistry, pharmacy.
Still need to interview.
I started to worry abt my result, especially english.
I dun wan to enter some engineer courses that are dumping grounds.
Need to work hard.
The effort is worth it.

Hope I will dream of electrostatic force tonight =D

26th January 2008

Weekend.
It is pre-occupied by chem test next week.
Need to score well.

Yesterday I played doubles wif Si Yuan yesterday.
Came to realise that we have different playing style.
But the score seems good =D
East zone is drawing nearer.
Had to train hard~

I am waiting for that day when all we need to know for 'O' level had been taught and left wif revision exercise.
Guess it will be more stressful as now.
I mean definately.

Also waiting for that day when CCA stopped and EPP started.
Everyday will be like eat-study-sleep, eat-study-sleep.
U can imagine how 'fun' it will be.

My junior and I jus have a talk yesterday on bus home regarding life after secondary sch.
Going Poly/Jc?
For ppl who do not know of wat they will be doing in the future (me),
Will head for JC.
For ppl who know, they will head for poly.

I practically spent my whole morning doing nothing =.=
Need to study my notes later.

24th January 2008

Release of 'O' level chinese result.
Anxious.
Nervous.
Half of me wants to know the result.
The other half don't.
It is hard to explain.

Mdm Lim said onli 81% of higher chinese pupils scored distinction.
It is bad, according to her.
She was like not happy when she came in to class today.
She showed us some funny pictures.
Not in the mood to see.

Clifford's hand is cold.
He is more nerous than me i guess.
He kept saying that Mdm Lim kept looking at him during chinese lesson.
It means something.
Ya crap.

Sat in the hall.
Looking at the principal as he make his speech.
Thinking abt my result.

Clifford name is called, follow by mine.
A2.
Felt disappointed.
Clifford, Jerome, Yan Dong, Teck Li, Cheng Jye got A1.
Seems like most of them got A1.
Eric got b3.

This is the grade that I fear most.
A1 = I can take HCL.
B3 = I study express chinese.
A2 is like somewhere in between.
Must make a decision: Drop or take HCl.

Advantage of taking HCL:
If I get at least c6, I will have 2 points deduced off, and no need to study chinese anymore.

Advantage of taking Cl:
I can get 1 more point deduced off.
I won't have chance of wasting my time studying for HCL if I score c6 or below.

It is a risk to take.
I feel that if I need to improve, it will definately be my EL grade.
There is a larger room for improvement in EL than in CL.
I dunno wat to do~
Guess I will work harder for EL and HCL.

22th January 2008

No more waking up at 6 am at the morning.
No more waiting for bus to school.
No more wasting precious time on travelling.
No more seeing bus 8 at the over-head bridge and charging for it after lunch at 201.
No more going back to 800+ market for meals.
No more going back to Tropica.

A new desk.
A new bed frame that doesnt fit in.
A new curtain.
A new air-con.
A new study area.
A new toilet.
A new house.

It is kind of sad to leave Tropica after 6+ years of staying there.

First night at 303.
Windless.
Busy wif packing of things.
Busy wif homework.

It is kind of sad today.
'O' Level chinese result will be out on Thurs.
Must get A1 or to drop.
Seriously I have no confidence in my paper.

After sch I kept telling Henry abt how life is meaningless.
I know he couldn't agree more.

Since young, U have been studying.
For wat? You wont use most of it when u are working. Meaningless
After graduation, U go and work.
You will do practically the same thing everyday at work. Meaningless.
After retirement, U collect your CPF and rest at home.
U do nothing at all at home. Meaningless.

Skipped CCA today to help out in my new house.
It is still in a mess now.

If you set on something, go for it.

19th January 2008

16.
It means I can watch NC16 in cinema.
I know many of u still can't do that
Too bad.

Nothing happen to me yesterday, thankfully.
Clifford, Jerome, Chang, Eric, Ryan, How Chee, Godwin, Henry, Jansen, Joel and I went for lunch.
They wanna tak pok + flagpole (Dunno wth is it) me after lunch atthe basketball court at TECC =.=
Luckily they jus took my phone and send out "I Love U" to Jetaime.
She figure out that it was them who did it.
Smart Girl =D
Followed by our PE project discussion in class.

Then I went for cca.
Ahhh no sits.
Have to sit down at the stairs of the back door.
I have Jia Heg (sorry if I spell his name wrongly) with me.
Then Ranon join us as he did not want to sit wif Fong.
Two of them is like pulling shoelaces of the two girl siting jus b4 the stairs.

Coach gave a speech till 3 pm.
N we get to play =D
We play doubles and won the two boys team.
But we lost to the girls team.
I hate those weird rubber =(

I got my new guitar =D
Ibanez AEF37E
It is a difficult decision to make, especially if u have so many choice.


Forgot to include my B 'day wish XD
I hope to:
- Score well for 'O' level
- Learn new technique to my guitar
- Put on weight (Haven put on weight since sec 1 O.o)
- Grow taller (170cm is not enough)
- Cut down on computer time
- Speak up more
- Study more
And most importantly, those who are around me to be happy

It feels good to be 16 =D

17 January 2008

Ahhh...
Another boring day.
Today is seriously boring.
First time I feel it this way.
I kept thinking of going home.
I nv had this for a long time.

I hate today.
My back ach first thing I woke up this morning.
Mom says that I am too 'heaty'
Need drink more water.

I cant turn my head =.=
I mean cant do it fast.
It feels much better now compare to the morning.

Met Cheng Boon during recess today.
He said he gonna give me a pre-b'day taupok tmr.
Wat is this?
My b'day is not even tmr =.=
I know he hate me when we did this to him the previous training.
He jus wanted to get even.

A math sux.
It is nothing without science.
Dun feel like revising it, although I am supposed to .
Prehaps I will do it at night.
Prehaps not at all.

I had been playing this song for quite sometime.
Time for a change.
It is a R&B song.
Some of u might not like it.
I dun like it when I first listen to it.
Now I am stuck to it =D

Cockney Girl - 王力宏

16th January 2008

Finding myself blogging everyday.
I dunno y.

Chinese test tmr.
Studied quite a bit and used Cheng Jye's tips on wat will come out for the test =D
I feel dam scared when I have 词语测验 everytime.
I said I will revise my A math, ended up I did nothing =.=
Guess I work better in sch.
Join night study later part of the year.

New house will be ready, so does a new guitar.
Fender or Ibanez?
Ppl say that both are good.

Guess I will tell u guys when I will settled down in my new house and then u all can come.
Weekend will soon be here.
Jus a few more days.
Kinda miss my current house ='(

Read ppl's blog today.
Haven done so for a long time.
Feel great listening to wat other ppl feel abt similar issues.
At least I get to know them better.

Haven decided on an ambition yet.
Guess like wat Clifford says, I am a good for nothing in this world.
I am going to decide on it soon.
But I dunno how long it will take.
I will use my knowledge to do good for mankind =D

Doctor? I will see blood.
Lawyer? I sux in english.
Pilot? I watch too much air crash investigation.
Engineer? There are a whole lot bunch of them out there.
Researcher? No money~

Studying so hard, wat for? If u dun know where u are heading.
I am lost.

15th January 2008

Clifford managed to get the silvery tape =D
It look jus like aluminium foil except that it is a tape and it had a fix size (Not like those we cut out from the aluminium foil).
So we use it to make the border,
and it looks good =D

Following, other committee use our tape to make border too =.=
it is like SO CREATIVE to use wat we had used.
Clifford is pissed that both the CIP and NE team use our tape.
Well, they are destroying their own board =X
Hope they will get a dressing from form teacher tmr.

Lesson went on...

We (IT team) went Tmart to get lighter to burn our paper so that they look uniform like those already on the board.
Ryan lied to the auntie that it is my b'day and that we need it to light candles O.o
He is such a bad liar.
N his chinese sux.
Henry, Ryan and me stayed at Tmart for lunch and the rest went back to sch for burning.

I got caught in the rain when i went back to sch =(
Trust me, it sux.
Cheng Jye is like saying that the moment he step into the sch, the rain pours.
Fine, u are lucky.

Clifford and the rest are near the roof, burning the paper.
They said that the lighter is dam crap and we got coned.
O well, 50 cents gone.

We went to sunsport (again) for training.
We finally completed the match.

win-lose
Me 9-0
Teck li 7-2
Sam 7-2
Boon teck 6-3
Desmond 6-3

Top 4 will get in sch team.
My 9-0 comes wif a price.

This is the situation.
Desmond played the last match wif me, his score then was still 6-2
If he win, he will get in top 4
If he lose, he will draw against boon teck.
His fate is controlled by me.
I made a decision: I gonna do my best to win him.

I won him 2-1.
And he gonna play wif boon teck again to see who goes in the sch team.
He lost and boon teck got in.

I felt dam guilty that he did not make it in.
He had not played for like 1 wk and had been playing match long b4 his match wif me.
Definitely, he is not in his top form.
He is tired after playing so many matches b4 me.
I can see the disappointment in his eyes after his match wif Boon Teck.

He is definately better than Boon Teck.
Did I made a wrong decision that cause him to no get into sch team?
I seriously dunno.

Feel so empty in my heart.
This result really bothers me.

14th January 2008

Monday blue ~
First thing in the morning is the check by Ms Tan.
We had to do this everyday? O.o
This is so boring.

No flag raiser.
No parade commander.
We were chosen for the job =.=

I took the sch flag...
Qi Hao took the national flag...
And Henry is the parade commander...

I am a green horn at raising flag =.=
Onli remember to be parade commander when I am p5.
Ahh... good old memories.

I saw Qi Hao raise it so slowly.
Marikita approaching the end and the flag is onli halfway there.

Henry's turn to say the pledge.
Great, he forgot the pledge =X
A few people were laughing.

So....
After seeing Qi Hao raising the flag so slow,
I decide to speed up.
It is later described as flag raising up the flagpole.
Nvm...the rope attached to the flag is so dam entanged.
I dun remember the rope to b like this when I am p5.

Mr Chua comfort Henry after the flag raising ceremony.
Everyone is like talking abt him.
I felt sorry for him.

UWC talk for assembly.
Diploma, forget it.
I dun wan a diploma.

Boring lessons carry on after that.
E math test is easy.
But I can't get full marks >.<
All thx to matrix.

Mdm Lim had no Tv and sofa in her house O.o
Clifford says she need financial assistance, Haha.
And she had no life =.=

My eyes feel tired after the day.
Dun ask me y.

Tmr there is CCA.
This means going home late.
I guess tmr will be another boring day.

Anyone realise any changes to my post today?

12th January 2008

Ahh... WEEKEND AT LAST =D

Yesterday had training....
Reach home late n hence no blog =X

Well yesterday...
It was fun during CME lesson...
We were like decorating de backboard with watever we have...
Good that we chop a space at the back quite early....
Then de I&D team complain that we have such a big space...
Indeed we have a bigger space than others but the NE took an even larger one =.=
Ok forget it.... We let them paste over some of our space...

We brought our research abt IT n gave to Clifford...
N he decides to burn them O.o
Not burning de whole piece la....de corner...
N we do not have a lighter....
Jus so great ^^

We dun have a logo....
If onli SOMEBODY remember to print it...........
Clifford said something like this: "Wow, we have such a nice board.... If onli we have the LOGO that SOMEONE did not print..."
Haha... it is mean.... but I like it...

The I&D took another bolder step by putting almost 3/4 of the big lightbulb into our space....
Wa..... We give in still not enough?
This reminds me of the appeasement of Hitler's invasion lol
Anyway... We gonna find an offensive logo and point it at the I&D board MUHAHAHA
Maybe find a monitor wif a HUGE missile and point it at them...

The bus left without Ranon, Si Yuan and Cheng Boon...
This is so bad.....
Mr Lim is behind this incident =X

Cheng Jye wan me to train him =.=
Who is in the sch team n who is trying to get in......I wonder...
He should be training me =.=
If he win, he get nothing...
If this lose, he had to treat Häagen-Daz

Well... he won....
He come and thank me for training him....
Not like he get a Häagen-Dazs and can share it with me =.=

I am currently doing my a math hw...
Slacking on the com while doing my hw =X
Guess its time for me to get back to work...

9th January 2008

Day 2:
I feel much better now...
I can eat something soft...
Without hurting my molar...
De 6 teeths in front still hurts...
I can't bite...
Jus tearing pieces of food and throw it on my molar...
It will be better tmr... I hope...

I really feel that I made this wrong decision during sec 1.....
I shouldn't join table tennis...
I should be in the choir....
At least that is what I like to do...sing...
Not that I dun like table tennis...
But I jus fell as if that I was wasting my life in table tennis...
I had nv learnt anything from that 2 lousy coaches...
Well I can't do anything now...
Anyway it was jus another few more months...
Wrong person, wrong place, wrong time...

Played today O.o
Well I shouldn't do so...
Jus dun feel like studying...
I mean...
I dun have a proper table....
It gonna change after I move house...

Tmr will be a better day =D

8th January 2008

I feel very tired yesterday...so no blog =P

Ahh... finally de metal piece is is my mouth....
BRACES!
Only de top piece though....
Trust me.... It is painful...
Yea... as my sis told me....
It feel like a baseball bat struck ur teeth when u bite on something...

I had fish burger during recess...
De canteen sell no soft food =.=
It took me ages to finish it....
N my molar hurts x.x

Mash potato for lunch...
I jus swollow it once I place de potato in my mouth...
It feels good not to chew on anything...

No one really notice de metal in my mouth...
I guess because I put yellow rubber ^^
Ryan n Henry realise it after sch ends =.=

Sc meeting tmr =.=
How I hate it...
Bear wif it....
Few more months to go...

Looking forward to NC16 =D
But no gross NC 16 movie this month =.=

Pain, pain go away....

6th January 2008

it is 2008 now =.=
My previous 2 posts are still in 2007....
Ok I got that fixed...

Today went for guitar lesson...
Mr Ang is not back yet....
Heard that he went for eye surgery...
Hope he is recovering fast =D

Today relief teacher had teach us a sing along piece: Your're Beautiful - James Blunt
It is on capo 8 O.o
Anyway I did not bring capo for lesson....
But is is dam gay when i played it at home...
Jus realised that Mr Ang did not do much strum and sing wif us...
Luckily I did play Chinese pop at home wif many strumming rythem...
If not I will join de "I dunno how to strum" group =.=
Really enjoy playing without sightreading =D

Tmr will be de day =D
1st appointment wif Dr. Lim haha...
Wat will him do to my teeth.....

Tomorrow will be back to lesson =D
The best part is able to study till 3 pm ^^
Ok it sounds so wrong...
Nvm... It is still a relief back to class after 3 days of skipping lessons...
We had missed out a lot, I guess...

5th January 2008

Jus got back from my dental appointment...
Finally de thread is out =.=
Wat will de dental do on monday hmm...
Putting on de tiny ring? braces?
I have no idea....

Dam tired yesterday...
I slept and miss de ending of yesterday supernatural =.=
Guess all de oriantaion work made me so tired...

No fake fire awwww....
Campfire is so badly done yesterday....
At least I feel it this way....
De sec 1 is not even participating...
Spend de whole hour teaching them de HSM 2 dance n no one is dancing...

I thought Mr Wong will had an heart attack yesterday night...
But it did not happen...
I still remember wat he said last year hmm...

Need to chiong hw as well as revise...
We miss out quite a bit these 3 days...

It is good to have music back in my life =D

改变自己 - 王力宏

3rd January 2008

Ok.. today is much better...
There is no hw for today n tmr =.=
E math test is near de end of next week... a math is near of this term ...
So my I feel better than yesterday =D

There is more things to do today...
Station master for know Ngee Ann is so sian...
We waited and waited and waited.......
But no one came =.=
I bet they all use Hui Hui signature to skip our station...zzz

This is followed by lunch and interclass games....
BACKCOURT! BACKCOURT!
No one actually cares....
I am shouting to de air =D
It is at least better than wat I experience yesterday...
And we get to go home 'early' at 4pm...

Need to revise both maths this weekend...
I had to control my computer time =(
Replace computer time wif guitar time =D

De last night (which is tmr) ends at 9...
Hope I can get home in time fot supernatural =D

2nd January 2008

Sec 1 oriantation....
I feel dam stupid not going for lesson and do nothing for the whole morning...
We could have jus leave at 2pm for our duty =.=
Worried abt hw now...

Anyway... I took 1c1 for station master duty...
O yea... Ms Jamie Tan is back =D
Form teacher of 1c1....

The class is noisey...
The class is rude...
The class is ridiculously childish...
And there is a kid who keep wanting to go toilet to skip our games...
Never had I been so pissed working for sc...
Prehaps is de wasted morning that made me pissed wif de class n wif sc...

Dam tired tonight =.=
I <3 my guitar.... Happy 2nd B'day =D
Late wishes sorry =(
It sounds especially nice tonight ^^

Prehaps tmr wont b as bad as today.....
Look on de bright side.

1st January 2008

A new year, new hope...

After my grandma incident last year....
I had stop blogging for de rest of the year...
A new year had started....
Lets start afresh shall we?

Jus watch 881 yesterday on DVD...
It reminds me of my grandma...
Ok lets change a topic...

Nam jio me to watch movie today O.o
Movie ticket ex today....
i will still go.... but why vivo?

Oriantation starts tmr...
We will be helping de junoir in de oriantation....
Last year senoir jus left us wif nothing and we got scolding from Mr Wong...
Maybe we should start to let them plan n run the whole event...
If not they will never grow up....
They must learn to be independent....

Finished my holiday hw...
I thought i will nv finish...

Must score well for 'O' this year...
I will cut down on my computer time...
I will study more...
I will not get into trouble...
I will get a new guitar =D

That is so fast...
It was jus like yesterday that I was in sec 1...
Everything changes....
Everything is so different now...
I am now sec 4... preparing for my 'O'

Holidae end effectively by today...
Full speed ahead!
Race u all to the finishing line =D

崇拜 - 梁静茹